December

Many things were happened in this month. Unexpected.. I just laugh when thinking about the moments I've been through.. I made a record too~ Wuhuuu~ Hope when celebrating the new year's eve something will happen.. Something unexpected. But I don't want something bad to happen. Although it is unexpected.. HAHA..

A link that connected in the past, where it is broken in the past.

You don't know him well enough

He was trained to be emotionless

Because he was hurt before

But this heart is still part of human

Contain fresh hot blood

When its got too cold

Its freeze like a hard cold stone

Making him seems to be heartless

And like cold blooded human

Making people around sad

Sadder than a sad smile

He pretend like nothing happened

Cause its too late

For the heart to melt

And froze in time after time

Until someone melt the stone heart

With hot melting iron axe

Crushing the hard layer

Make the heart beats again...


(makin merepek plang rasanya.HAHAHAHA)

Song

This is bleach 2nd opening song..I miss this song..lagu jepun plang ne. Baru2 ani t'dangar balik when my bro pasang lagu ani rah psp nya. Here's the lyric..

Uverworld
D-tecnolife

[Romaji]
Ienai itami kanashimi de
Kizutsuita kimi yo
Kise nai kako mo seoi atte ikou
Ikiru koto wo nagedasa nai de

Tsunai da kimi no te wo

Itsuka ushinatte shimau no ka na
Usurete yuku egao to kimi wo mamoritai kara
Hibiku boku wo yobu koe sae kare
Toki ni sou kaze ni kaki kisare tatte
Kimi wo mitsuke dasu

Ienai itami kanashimi de
Kizu tsuita kimi
Mou warae nai nante
Hito kirai nante
Kotoba sou iwa nai de
Mie nai mirai ni okoru koto
Subete ni imi ga aru kara
Ima wa sono mama de ii
Kitto kizukeru toki ga kuru darou

Sabi kitta hito no you ni

Kasanari au dake ga munashikute
Hitori de ikite yukerutte itte ta
Arifureta yasashisa kotoba ja
Ima wa mou todoka nai hodo ni
Kimi wa uzuki dasu

Tsunai da kimi no te wa
Nanige nai yasashisa wo motome
Do you remember
Itami wo shiru koto de
Hito ni yasashiku nareru kara
Drive your life

Ienai itami kanashimi de
Kizu tsuita kimi
Mou warae nai nante
Hito kirai nante kotoba sou iwa nai de
Mie nai mirai ni okoru koto
Subete ni imi ga aru kara
Ima wa sono mama de ii
Kitto kidukeru toki ga kuru darou

How can I see the meaning of life

Kieteku you're the only...

Koware nai you ni to
Hanarete yuku kimi
Mou warae nai nante
Hito kirai nante kotoba sou iwa nai de
Ima wa by and by mie nakuttatte
Subete ni imi ga aru kara
Kise nai kako mo seoi atte ikou
Ikiru koto wo nagedasa nai de

You'd better forget everything.
Remember your different Life?
You'd better forget everything.
Remember... modora nai kedo

Hizunda kioku no you na
Toki no naka de itsuka wakari aeru kara


[English translation]
You've been hurt by an unspeakable pain and sadness;
Together, let's carry each other's incredible pasts;
Don't give up on living!

Whoa-
Whoa-
I held your hand.

Will I end up losing them someday?
I want to protect you and your smile, so;
Even if the voice that calls to me is dying...
Even if the wind that follows along time disappears...

I will find you!

You've been hurt by an unspeakable pain and sadness;
Don't say things like "I can't laugh" or "I hate people";
There's meaning in everything that happen in the unseen future;
So stay as you are for now, I know there'll come a time when you realize it.

Whoa-
Just like a rusted person.

Lying a top one another is futile;
You said you could live on your own;
Just with the usual kind words;
You ache to a point where;
I cannot reach you!

Whoa-
Your hand that I'm holding.

Whoa-
Long for casual gentleness.

Do you remember?

By leaning pain, you can become a person who can be kind to others.

Drive your life...

You've been hurt by an unspeakable pain and sadness;
Don't say things like "I can't laugh" or "I hate people";
There's meaning in everything that happen in the unseen future;
So stay as you are for now, I know there'll come a time when you realize it.

[Beat-box]
Yeah-

How can I see the meaning of life;
It's disappearing, you're the only.

Oh-
So you will not break, you distance yourself from me;
Don't say things like "I can't laugh" or "I hate people";
Now by and by, even if you cannot see, there's a meaning to everything;
Together, let's carry each other's incredible pasts.

You'd better forget everything, remember your different life...
You'd better forget everything, Remember thought, we cannot return...

Whoa-
But as time goes by someday we'll understand each other.

Yume ka?

I woke up in a tekajut way..oh its the second day..what a night..a sad and a weird dreams. But its just dreams. How i wish it was for real. Last night aku jalan rah my cousin house..ada function..it goes well..I managed to smile,laugh and beibun. Got this candy like thing when ditarik ada keluar bunyi pastu ada something inside. So mostly of the time I'm being observant. Balik at 12+ I dont remember the exact time..kana interview pasal what I'm doing at ITB for last semester..I told them yang aku fail subject and have to resit next year and some other things bla bla bla~ Today my other cousin bertunang later..I'm not sure where its gonna take place but, for sure thing somewhere around Belait district..Im lazy to check the invitation card. Oh well~ liat ajer la apa yang ada..till then..adios~



I can't laugh the same and I walked with my head down. People pass by in a quick pace...

Random~

Killing me with a kiss~
So sweet it nearly breaks me~
There surely no waking from this dream~
Stop the world~
I want to keep melting forever~
Don't open your eyes~

I'll wrap around you~
Like sunlight coming through the leaves~
That's my unwavering vow to you~
If this is a dream~
I'll make it real~

The love to you is alive in me~
You are aside of me~
Blown by familiar wind~
You captured me~

Though the seasons~
Change colors so many times~
This feeling~
Will never wither like a flower~

apakah yang aku random2 ne..ahaha..

Keluar Result

Secara rasminya result sudah keluar. Aku resit satu paper saja which is manufacturing..sudah ku expect paper ani inda ku dapat..pasal banyak teori. Oh well~aku ada sebulan untuk revise..so nada alasan untuk aku fail lagi..CHOP! berusaha~

Counting Days...Tiga hari lagi bah!!

Tiga hari lagi..nebes,takut..macam..rasa kan gila ada jua. Suka drg ani buat kami tertunggu2..Cewah~anyway, perasaan ku ada yang aku fail..Kalau satu subjek ja nda apa2..Jangan saja tiga. Repeat tu tarus~bukan pikir2 yg negatip..yelah~pasal my marks for phase test 1 sma phase test 2 ancur melabai. Sir geleng2...aku pa lagi bekerut dahi tiga lapis. Eshh..Subject yg aku nda berapa suka jua which is theory memanjang..GILAAA!! sudah tah pelupa tahap gaban..teori pun banyak gaban..ok! nda guna komplen..berlalu sudah~ past is a past. Lalalala~

Sekian aku melabangkan mulut serta mngalihkan tangan pasal saja kan merapu melapaskan rasa didada yang membuat aku ingin beteriak selama tiga minit..selama seperti masak indo mee~

Tiga hari lagi aku meliat paper itam putih..seperti meliat tayi cicak!