Hatred???

...For the time being, I started to hate something around me...On top of the list, my internet connection..So damn burit antap!! Well I can't do anything about it..I don't know why the performance not so good these days. Bah sekian~ Actually there are many things but for now let me just keep it. Oryts~

Cosplayer(KHR)

XanXus

Lambo

Gokudera

Squalo

Reborn & Tsuna

Dino

Hibari

Byakuran

Oryt~ =D

New Year Celebration

Baru kan meng-update~ new year? oh nyambut d umah sja..mkn minum apa sja yg ada.Si Jat sma adi nya ke rumah..ceta2 sambil mndgr lagu 'Selagi ada rindu'.Hahaha...oh well main bunga api~badil..kinda feel empty.Hehe =p Si Jat kn bwa jln bandar but aher sudah so nda jadi.Hm~ after drg balik aku liat tv until pkul dua pagi..Tido then bngun awal to go to Bangligi.Hem konpem ada urg nda tau tmpat ani d mna..Haha..Well kg kecil yg terletak di Kg Bukit..Aku ke sana sma abg ku..jmpa other parts of the families..Jmpa my anak2 buah n cuzn sbalah bapa.Happening la di sna..Menyalai ayam,udang & ikan~Well aku minum jua~minum as in mnum liquor~ 16% and 40%...apakan~ of coz la nda smpai mabuk brabis.xcep abg ku...kesian mnyembah jamban...HAHAHA! ktawa ku brabis yo..tayi gaban..oh yeah..aku mabuk jua,smpai kna paint kuku jd warna papel.JAGA kmu ank buah ku!! Hahaha! see u diz ujun taun! sudah ku get rid yg sbalah knan..tinggal yg left g..still papel!! ah biar tia XD with my bro yg ampai2 sudah bkas mabuk and karoke, aku lepak sma anak buah ku n cuzn ku ani(owner of cutex sma painter ani)..tnya2 drg bhpa.Byk bh kn d tnya mun jmpa drg setaun skali.Hahaha~back at home at 6pm..hehe.Ok~atu smua about my New Year~

Sekian~

December

Many things were happened in this month. Unexpected.. I just laugh when thinking about the moments I've been through.. I made a record too~ Wuhuuu~ Hope when celebrating the new year's eve something will happen.. Something unexpected. But I don't want something bad to happen. Although it is unexpected.. HAHA..

A link that connected in the past, where it is broken in the past.

You don't know him well enough

He was trained to be emotionless

Because he was hurt before

But this heart is still part of human

Contain fresh hot blood

When its got too cold

Its freeze like a hard cold stone

Making him seems to be heartless

And like cold blooded human

Making people around sad

Sadder than a sad smile

He pretend like nothing happened

Cause its too late

For the heart to melt

And froze in time after time

Until someone melt the stone heart

With hot melting iron axe

Crushing the hard layer

Make the heart beats again...


(makin merepek plang rasanya.HAHAHAHA)

Song

This is bleach 2nd opening song..I miss this song..lagu jepun plang ne. Baru2 ani t'dangar balik when my bro pasang lagu ani rah psp nya. Here's the lyric..

Uverworld
D-tecnolife

[Romaji]
Ienai itami kanashimi de
Kizutsuita kimi yo
Kise nai kako mo seoi atte ikou
Ikiru koto wo nagedasa nai de

Tsunai da kimi no te wo

Itsuka ushinatte shimau no ka na
Usurete yuku egao to kimi wo mamoritai kara
Hibiku boku wo yobu koe sae kare
Toki ni sou kaze ni kaki kisare tatte
Kimi wo mitsuke dasu

Ienai itami kanashimi de
Kizu tsuita kimi
Mou warae nai nante
Hito kirai nante
Kotoba sou iwa nai de
Mie nai mirai ni okoru koto
Subete ni imi ga aru kara
Ima wa sono mama de ii
Kitto kizukeru toki ga kuru darou

Sabi kitta hito no you ni

Kasanari au dake ga munashikute
Hitori de ikite yukerutte itte ta
Arifureta yasashisa kotoba ja
Ima wa mou todoka nai hodo ni
Kimi wa uzuki dasu

Tsunai da kimi no te wa
Nanige nai yasashisa wo motome
Do you remember
Itami wo shiru koto de
Hito ni yasashiku nareru kara
Drive your life

Ienai itami kanashimi de
Kizu tsuita kimi
Mou warae nai nante
Hito kirai nante kotoba sou iwa nai de
Mie nai mirai ni okoru koto
Subete ni imi ga aru kara
Ima wa sono mama de ii
Kitto kidukeru toki ga kuru darou

How can I see the meaning of life

Kieteku you're the only...

Koware nai you ni to
Hanarete yuku kimi
Mou warae nai nante
Hito kirai nante kotoba sou iwa nai de
Ima wa by and by mie nakuttatte
Subete ni imi ga aru kara
Kise nai kako mo seoi atte ikou
Ikiru koto wo nagedasa nai de

You'd better forget everything.
Remember your different Life?
You'd better forget everything.
Remember... modora nai kedo

Hizunda kioku no you na
Toki no naka de itsuka wakari aeru kara


[English translation]
You've been hurt by an unspeakable pain and sadness;
Together, let's carry each other's incredible pasts;
Don't give up on living!

Whoa-
Whoa-
I held your hand.

Will I end up losing them someday?
I want to protect you and your smile, so;
Even if the voice that calls to me is dying...
Even if the wind that follows along time disappears...

I will find you!

You've been hurt by an unspeakable pain and sadness;
Don't say things like "I can't laugh" or "I hate people";
There's meaning in everything that happen in the unseen future;
So stay as you are for now, I know there'll come a time when you realize it.

Whoa-
Just like a rusted person.

Lying a top one another is futile;
You said you could live on your own;
Just with the usual kind words;
You ache to a point where;
I cannot reach you!

Whoa-
Your hand that I'm holding.

Whoa-
Long for casual gentleness.

Do you remember?

By leaning pain, you can become a person who can be kind to others.

Drive your life...

You've been hurt by an unspeakable pain and sadness;
Don't say things like "I can't laugh" or "I hate people";
There's meaning in everything that happen in the unseen future;
So stay as you are for now, I know there'll come a time when you realize it.

[Beat-box]
Yeah-

How can I see the meaning of life;
It's disappearing, you're the only.

Oh-
So you will not break, you distance yourself from me;
Don't say things like "I can't laugh" or "I hate people";
Now by and by, even if you cannot see, there's a meaning to everything;
Together, let's carry each other's incredible pasts.

You'd better forget everything, remember your different life...
You'd better forget everything, Remember thought, we cannot return...

Whoa-
But as time goes by someday we'll understand each other.

Yume ka?

I woke up in a tekajut way..oh its the second day..what a night..a sad and a weird dreams. But its just dreams. How i wish it was for real. Last night aku jalan rah my cousin house..ada function..it goes well..I managed to smile,laugh and beibun. Got this candy like thing when ditarik ada keluar bunyi pastu ada something inside. So mostly of the time I'm being observant. Balik at 12+ I dont remember the exact time..kana interview pasal what I'm doing at ITB for last semester..I told them yang aku fail subject and have to resit next year and some other things bla bla bla~ Today my other cousin bertunang later..I'm not sure where its gonna take place but, for sure thing somewhere around Belait district..Im lazy to check the invitation card. Oh well~ liat ajer la apa yang ada..till then..adios~



I can't laugh the same and I walked with my head down. People pass by in a quick pace...