NEW YEAR 2012

Lama tak update..setahun labih xD hoho..baca balik entry yang lama2. Wah~ serupa diary...haha..refresh memory lah. Biasalah manusia, pelupa sikit :)

Sekian~~ ani saja dulu. Bye2

Some old memories

Ini cerita sebelum tahun baru 2011...Yes, before tahun baru aku berada di KK.. saja2 di sana mencuci mata. Bukan selalu ni aku di KK.. Perkara yang siuk2 berlaku d KK? Nda banyak la since aku stay at a place called 'aku-sudah-lupa'. Hahahaha.. Cematu la =p Shopping? Nda banyak ah pasal saving altho selalu kana belanja makan. Kanyang eh~ Loading2 nganya~ 1st place yang di tuju is Pulau Manukan... Base on what its called, many 'manuk' a.k.a chick2 beampaian di sana if you know what i mean *kirai2*...Hajat kan 'mandimatahari' (sunbathing) nda jadi sal langit tidak cerah.. So aku show-off la badan ku yang nda seberapa ani.HAHAHA.. and yes~ I did cuci mata...terliat..apa buleh buat.. So lapas dari Pulau Chicken ( Chicken<--Chickan<--Manukan), aku di apartment meliat ceta cina. Nini ku masang.. Kinda siuk pasal ada MinMin ( salah satu karekter dalam cerita tersebut...of course la lawa~ )..Well overall nya siuk la. Hehe....Place for sleep? Just sleeping at the living room with a cushion and a blanket.. Simple saja~ Dan begitulah untuk hari seterusnya apabila tidur.. Oh ya..aku tidur 'awal' selalunya.. masa subuh2 =p Aku malas menaip panjang2 so aku ringkaskan saja ok? Next~

1. One Borneo ( less shopping and spending most of the time on the kerusi urut berbayar)

2. Centre Point ( ada urang bertumbuk live dapan mata uncleku. Bukan mataku)

3. Tamu Limbang (masa otw mulih). Ani sedikit dari kebelurusan ku.

Penjual : mau tongking?

Aku : free ka? Hahaha..nada deh...ani tongking apa warna lain ni?

Penjual : tongking ayam jugak. sama ne semua... ikut citarasa masing2

Aku : Ini bukan ikut citarasa~ini citawarna la..bwahaha~ bah tongking ani sama atu seringgit.

I manage to get home before new year... It was... I prefer sangal pasal van panuh dengan muatan.. Then masa new year ani la ku nda jalan2 kemana. Stay saja d umah til 12+ then tidur~~Sekian.. Selamat belated tahun baru =)

I'm Downnn

Down? sejak bila aku ni down? hahaha...Ntah napa aku down malam ani. Pasal lalah kali... Kali jua... Hmmm~ Barrrgh! Jangan dipikirkan... Shuuu jauh2~ Alkisah~~~ aku main pingpong...siuk~ Ada kemajuan... Tapi masih ku kalah... Nda plg main banar2... Tapi kalah jua.. Andal jua bini2 ani.. Nda apa.. Kalah ya tu nanti. Heheh~ Masa masih banyak~ Bah atu saja. Biar aku mengarut ini malam... Eh jangan salah pikir aku down sal aku kalah uleh bini2. Hahaha... Nope! Nope! Its kinda interesting to play when your condition is not the best so I can improve more =p Well~~see ya soon.. I'll Beat you! =)

Kisah larut malam or bisai kana panggil subuh

Orait~ani ceta sal aku bejaga malam2 plang ne.. kinda creepy jua la. Here's the story~

Aku inda ingat date nya actually. I just remembered yang that day is ari Sabtu... But ani terjadi time subuh so kiranya pagi Ahad la tu. Time atu aku bejaga subuh2. Jadi tukang sekuriti rumah la. Yang nda begaji. Hahaha.. Kaja ku just online, surfing web sama main game. Iatah masa ku siuk2 buat kaja ani aku tedangar humming and its a woman. Mula2 nda ku ingau tau2 saja malam minggu where gambus memainkan peranan nya. So aku buat tak tau ajer.. Lama2 tu heran jua ku pasal humming ani panjang nda beranti2. Ku liat jam pukul tiga labih sudah. Plus masa subuh atu aku nda sumbat telinga(pakai headphone).. Clear la suara nya.. I try to make sure the words but I couldn't.. Then realise tia ku nah yang bunyi atu bukan gambus. Pasal nada instrument lain ku dangar... Its not acoustic version.. If so, where's the gitar sound?? And its near beside me. Apa lagi~ basar la mata ku time atu.. Still buat nda tau but meremang wah rah leher. Then I decided to panyap lappy masuk bilik and oh, time atu aku di bilik tamu.. Luckily my brother tidur di bilik makes me kinda safe.. Panyap punya panyap, while telinga masih dangar, that sound makin damit. Nyaman jua ati sekali teringat my parents cakap, lau damit bunyi ertinya ia ampir, lau basar ertinya ea jauh. Apalagi ku sumpah2 jua time atu.. Haha.. Kopi ku lagi alum abis, so aku abiskan awal atu jua. Yang spoilnya antar cawan ke dapur.. Dapur sebalah and yes beside me. Have to antar jua cawan ani.. Malas pikir aku panyap lappy then masuk bilik. Atu pn liat ke bawah saja while the humming is still on. I realised that the sound is from the kitchen.. Sampai ja di bilik tarus ku update status facebook. Banyak la jua feedback nya~ Hahaha.. Lapas siuk melayan urang bagi komen ku cuba balik dangar humming atu. But nada lagi.. Nyaman ati eh~ liat2 my bro nyaman tidur nya. Nda batah atu ku ke dapur mengantar cawan. Beranikan diri la kiranya tapi buat mua batu~ But nada apa2. So aku sambung balik buat kerja then tidur~ After a few days ku ceritakan arah abangku.. Hahaha.. takut ya mendangar. Lapas atu ia ceritakan rah parents kami. Our parents nda pecaya plang but when I told that no instruments were involved and I really heard that sound, bisdurang pun tediam..

My house ani keliling utan and urang tua2 sana tell us yang tampat kami tinggal atu karas. Plus, my dad pun tekana masa ia stay alone di rumah atu. But different story and not my experience :p Sane if aku bejaga my mum selalu pasan jangan aher2 tidur and macam biasala aku terbiasa catu. So far the story nda repeat..Ok that's the end of my story~

Re-La-Ti-On-Sh-Ip

Somehow..I feel a relationship is like this,

"First it was tasteless, then became sweet, after that it is sour, next it turns bitter, and lastly changed back to tasteless"

But hey~guess what? That's for a failed relationship.. not the successful one ;)



And make sure you realize it before its too late~ ;p

Aku bukan mahu becakap manis. Malah jauh sekali bermain kata denganmu. Aku juga bukan pensyair. Aku cuma jujur terhadap dirimu~

Another words from stomach to share to other people

Listen to the music beat~Its different from my heart beat~And bit by bit~I fall into your beat~

Got this words after hearing Painkiller by Judas Priest..weird much?? hehehe =p

Long Time No Tulis

Di malam yang manis ani masa ku menulis blog aku menuleh arah adi ku yang duduk2 sambil main psp. Pastu ku menoleh lagi nada ya.. haha.. imaginasi telabih yo~ Eishh~ Batah wah nda update blog ani mahupun upgret~ Now jam menunjukkan pukul 12.14am.. Kan tangah malam plang ne. Yang alum tido sane are abangku sama aku...besa~ Juara paling aher tido sane di gondol uleh abangku. Pasal napa nah? Teka la~ Awu ja? jaaa~ Pasal ea gondol... Sanang answernya. Kekeke~

Di putung cerita cam dalam cerita 18SX(yang besenset), aku menunggu ketibaan hari Selasa di mana aku bakal menyiruk minuman berstraw. IBC~ Minuman idamanku masa kini..Bini2 idaman masa kini... Atu inda payah di ceritakan~ Tetap di hati tu yow!! Heheh...IBC tu bukan nya International Bini2 of Canada...Its Ice Blended Caramel~ setau ku mula2 inda plang nyaman minuman ani..tapi batah2 minum makin nyaman...nda tau ah pasal ada urang belanja atu yang membuatnya nyaman ani ah.. Hahaha...

Apa ada hari Selasa(7th June) ani?? hari atu tah urang2 ME banyak birthday.. Jangan di cabar. Karang menangis kamu tesidak2 di jamban pablik yang bebayar 20 sen. Hari atu tah jua banyak urang kana lanja and aku is salah sorang. Pasal apa nah aku kana lanja~ Pasal aku nyamal inda tantu pasal~ Hahahaha... Nada deh~ Bah atu saja buat masa ani. Ingat aku inda pandai tidur ka?? pandai kali ah~ alah kamu.. Hahaha!

Bah sekian eh. Aku mau jua besanang linang.. Adios~ Night!

Slides & Sliding The Day

Masane sedang duduk2 mengadap lappy membuat slide untuk presentation.Arghh~ aku nada idea langsung kan start..sikit pun taraaa maaa~ I got time until tengahari untuk siapkan..awal siap awal practise~~

End Test sudah end..apa? awu abis...nda lagi ada..maybe ada resit..mudahan nada..tapi ada usulnya..bukan minta2..naluri saja~hope dapat lapas....aku nda mau makan pasir..

2- dua ari untuk project day and presentation...pastu antar report.

4-empat ari lagi untuk bebas...start from esuk~tak sabar~tak sabar~

-=^[ ME-24 ]^=-

Stress & Bending Stress

Apa maksud di atas? aku pun nda tau..atas permintaan seseorang, which is si Nurul A a.k.a labii, aku pun mengupdate blog ani...tapi aku prefer ngedate sama ea rather than updating this blog..HAHAHAHA! OUT! bowh, abis ku ne kana jaling~

Sambung cerita, sane aku stress..so aku pun bend the stress atu ke arah lain..kalau bule ah,tym ku kanak2.macam time kanak2 atu nda stress..apa salahnya aku mngalirkan ke sana..esh pelik..apa yang aku merepek ani ah..eh ani schedule untuk bulan ani and bulan dapan:

19th April, Thermodynamic Phase Test 2(geleng2)

22th April, Design Phase Test 2(angguk2 geleng2)

24th April, Inventor project & Phase test 2 & Management Phase Test 2(geleng2 laju)

3rd May, Project report(garu2 kepala)

4th May-8th MAy, End Test(mata basar,mulut tebuka,kepala vibrate)

Atu lah jadualnya..malas ku bercerita panjang libar psal exam ani. Makin buat aku setaris. Banyak taris2 dah rah dahiku..tapi..biarkan saja..bukan selalu..andang nya ne berlaku tym kan ujung2 semester..confirm..nda caya? cuba masuk itb,apply mechanical engineering..pastu test2 nya jgn di passkan..failkan saja ah..hahaha~SAPA CAKAP MECHANICAL ENGINEERING ANI SANANG?? aku plang tu..saja buat urg jeles..SANANG TIA KARANGGG~sanang lagi ku tidur dalam class~~

Because of this, tepaksa selalu ke itb ne sampai akhir..lapas tu kana escort sampai tangga.Tukang escort ani nda nmpak ah..dapat rasa saja..mun ea show off mua nya sudah tentu betempiaran..Makin galak jua barang ani ngacau..maybe dunia nya pun stress sampai ea stay di itb sambil mengupi..hehehehe..nda pun ea main pntu swing.Swingnya balik2....emo jua la ah.hahaha...entah2 kan join main samchong sama Big Two.Sorry full table brader...and sistaa!

Sleepy..but had to refresh using the inventor..and the function whatsoever too.Must have brainstorm during the test..but i prefer brainlightning...fast to do,fast to finish.Okay, time to play..Sekian~

p/s : for no reason sane aku menyanyi lagu pujaan hati by Kangen Band..haha..testak lagu ani rah kepalaku..

Softball

Latihan demi latihan..kami ikut askar berperang..dalam sebulan i think..kami kalahkan UBD dalam peperangan softball.It is a friendly match saja.Hebat bukan? Bukan nak riak mahupun menyombong..Apa daya kami menang dengan 10-7...tak hebat tak hebat~ tetapi seronok!! Itu yang kami mahukan..(*pssst2* dan juga kemenangan~).Perlawanan ini berlangsung ketika 27th March,2010..dimana aku makan indomee dua bungkus campur telor mata lembu harga $2 berkuahkan air ujan...then di JP makan tungking berkuahkan air ujan sama barul!! air ujan!! liatlah dunia...kerna nama ku Jijan nda bermaksud aku dapat panggil ujan or tulak ujan.Sorry cerita pasal makanan..pasal aku lapar masane..bukan salahku~anyway~ani saja dulu..badan sudah sengal,nada urang urutkan,lau suruh urg atu,banyak urang jeles.hahahahahaha! bah2! esuk lagi training~chiow~

After batah di biarkan.

Ilhamku datang testak2...ani ja dapat ku pikirkan kan time testak2.Here we go~

Nothing much, nothing less..

Don't expect much, expect less..

You'll not get much, but you'll get less..

Unless you work much, it'll not give you less..

New ideas came from inspirations,

New world came from the new ideas,

Women make me realised,

That they make me blind.

Second part atu ndang buring,

Pasal ada hidden meaning,

Jangan bagi aku duit silling,

The answer is on the ceiling.

Hidden meaning??sapa tau?

Hatred???

...For the time being, I started to hate something around me...On top of the list, my internet connection..So damn burit antap!! Well I can't do anything about it..I don't know why the performance not so good these days. Bah sekian~ Actually there are many things but for now let me just keep it. Oryts~

Cosplayer(KHR)

XanXus

Lambo

Gokudera

Squalo

Reborn & Tsuna

Dino

Hibari

Byakuran

Oryt~ =D

New Year Celebration

Baru kan meng-update~ new year? oh nyambut d umah sja..mkn minum apa sja yg ada.Si Jat sma adi nya ke rumah..ceta2 sambil mndgr lagu 'Selagi ada rindu'.Hahaha...oh well main bunga api~badil..kinda feel empty.Hehe =p Si Jat kn bwa jln bandar but aher sudah so nda jadi.Hm~ after drg balik aku liat tv until pkul dua pagi..Tido then bngun awal to go to Bangligi.Hem konpem ada urg nda tau tmpat ani d mna..Haha..Well kg kecil yg terletak di Kg Bukit..Aku ke sana sma abg ku..jmpa other parts of the families..Jmpa my anak2 buah n cuzn sbalah bapa.Happening la di sna..Menyalai ayam,udang & ikan~Well aku minum jua~minum as in mnum liquor~ 16% and 40%...apakan~ of coz la nda smpai mabuk brabis.xcep abg ku...kesian mnyembah jamban...HAHAHA! ktawa ku brabis yo..tayi gaban..oh yeah..aku mabuk jua,smpai kna paint kuku jd warna papel.JAGA kmu ank buah ku!! Hahaha! see u diz ujun taun! sudah ku get rid yg sbalah knan..tinggal yg left g..still papel!! ah biar tia XD with my bro yg ampai2 sudah bkas mabuk and karoke, aku lepak sma anak buah ku n cuzn ku ani(owner of cutex sma painter ani)..tnya2 drg bhpa.Byk bh kn d tnya mun jmpa drg setaun skali.Hahaha~back at home at 6pm..hehe.Ok~atu smua about my New Year~

Sekian~

December

Many things were happened in this month. Unexpected.. I just laugh when thinking about the moments I've been through.. I made a record too~ Wuhuuu~ Hope when celebrating the new year's eve something will happen.. Something unexpected. But I don't want something bad to happen. Although it is unexpected.. HAHA..

A link that connected in the past, where it is broken in the past.

You don't know him well enough

He was trained to be emotionless

Because he was hurt before

But this heart is still part of human

Contain fresh hot blood

When its got too cold

Its freeze like a hard cold stone

Making him seems to be heartless

And like cold blooded human

Making people around sad

Sadder than a sad smile

He pretend like nothing happened

Cause its too late

For the heart to melt

And froze in time after time

Until someone melt the stone heart

With hot melting iron axe

Crushing the hard layer

Make the heart beats again...


(makin merepek plang rasanya.HAHAHAHA)

Song

This is bleach 2nd opening song..I miss this song..lagu jepun plang ne. Baru2 ani t'dangar balik when my bro pasang lagu ani rah psp nya. Here's the lyric..

Uverworld
D-tecnolife

[Romaji]
Ienai itami kanashimi de
Kizutsuita kimi yo
Kise nai kako mo seoi atte ikou
Ikiru koto wo nagedasa nai de

Tsunai da kimi no te wo

Itsuka ushinatte shimau no ka na
Usurete yuku egao to kimi wo mamoritai kara
Hibiku boku wo yobu koe sae kare
Toki ni sou kaze ni kaki kisare tatte
Kimi wo mitsuke dasu

Ienai itami kanashimi de
Kizu tsuita kimi
Mou warae nai nante
Hito kirai nante
Kotoba sou iwa nai de
Mie nai mirai ni okoru koto
Subete ni imi ga aru kara
Ima wa sono mama de ii
Kitto kizukeru toki ga kuru darou

Sabi kitta hito no you ni

Kasanari au dake ga munashikute
Hitori de ikite yukerutte itte ta
Arifureta yasashisa kotoba ja
Ima wa mou todoka nai hodo ni
Kimi wa uzuki dasu

Tsunai da kimi no te wa
Nanige nai yasashisa wo motome
Do you remember
Itami wo shiru koto de
Hito ni yasashiku nareru kara
Drive your life

Ienai itami kanashimi de
Kizu tsuita kimi
Mou warae nai nante
Hito kirai nante kotoba sou iwa nai de
Mie nai mirai ni okoru koto
Subete ni imi ga aru kara
Ima wa sono mama de ii
Kitto kidukeru toki ga kuru darou

How can I see the meaning of life

Kieteku you're the only...

Koware nai you ni to
Hanarete yuku kimi
Mou warae nai nante
Hito kirai nante kotoba sou iwa nai de
Ima wa by and by mie nakuttatte
Subete ni imi ga aru kara
Kise nai kako mo seoi atte ikou
Ikiru koto wo nagedasa nai de

You'd better forget everything.
Remember your different Life?
You'd better forget everything.
Remember... modora nai kedo

Hizunda kioku no you na
Toki no naka de itsuka wakari aeru kara


[English translation]
You've been hurt by an unspeakable pain and sadness;
Together, let's carry each other's incredible pasts;
Don't give up on living!

Whoa-
Whoa-
I held your hand.

Will I end up losing them someday?
I want to protect you and your smile, so;
Even if the voice that calls to me is dying...
Even if the wind that follows along time disappears...

I will find you!

You've been hurt by an unspeakable pain and sadness;
Don't say things like "I can't laugh" or "I hate people";
There's meaning in everything that happen in the unseen future;
So stay as you are for now, I know there'll come a time when you realize it.

Whoa-
Just like a rusted person.

Lying a top one another is futile;
You said you could live on your own;
Just with the usual kind words;
You ache to a point where;
I cannot reach you!

Whoa-
Your hand that I'm holding.

Whoa-
Long for casual gentleness.

Do you remember?

By leaning pain, you can become a person who can be kind to others.

Drive your life...

You've been hurt by an unspeakable pain and sadness;
Don't say things like "I can't laugh" or "I hate people";
There's meaning in everything that happen in the unseen future;
So stay as you are for now, I know there'll come a time when you realize it.

[Beat-box]
Yeah-

How can I see the meaning of life;
It's disappearing, you're the only.

Oh-
So you will not break, you distance yourself from me;
Don't say things like "I can't laugh" or "I hate people";
Now by and by, even if you cannot see, there's a meaning to everything;
Together, let's carry each other's incredible pasts.

You'd better forget everything, remember your different life...
You'd better forget everything, Remember thought, we cannot return...

Whoa-
But as time goes by someday we'll understand each other.

Yume ka?

I woke up in a tekajut way..oh its the second day..what a night..a sad and a weird dreams. But its just dreams. How i wish it was for real. Last night aku jalan rah my cousin house..ada function..it goes well..I managed to smile,laugh and beibun. Got this candy like thing when ditarik ada keluar bunyi pastu ada something inside. So mostly of the time I'm being observant. Balik at 12+ I dont remember the exact time..kana interview pasal what I'm doing at ITB for last semester..I told them yang aku fail subject and have to resit next year and some other things bla bla bla~ Today my other cousin bertunang later..I'm not sure where its gonna take place but, for sure thing somewhere around Belait district..Im lazy to check the invitation card. Oh well~ liat ajer la apa yang ada..till then..adios~



I can't laugh the same and I walked with my head down. People pass by in a quick pace...

Random~

Killing me with a kiss~
So sweet it nearly breaks me~
There surely no waking from this dream~
Stop the world~
I want to keep melting forever~
Don't open your eyes~

I'll wrap around you~
Like sunlight coming through the leaves~
That's my unwavering vow to you~
If this is a dream~
I'll make it real~

The love to you is alive in me~
You are aside of me~
Blown by familiar wind~
You captured me~

Though the seasons~
Change colors so many times~
This feeling~
Will never wither like a flower~

apakah yang aku random2 ne..ahaha..